Hey Solomonic/ceremonial/Christian magicians, yall should peep the Names of God Bible. It preserves the Hebrew names of God in the Old Testament and has nice lil headings telling the purpose or general idea of the verses which is incredibly useful if you’re into psalm magick.
Gaze upon your Foundations for a moment and what do you see? A reflection of what you have become from what you have done. So why is it so difficult to see the same from others when we gaze upon them without judgment? How can we stand in our own Temples and on top of our own Foundations and cast judgment upon another who is doing the same? Each stone, each Foundation is unique as is the structure, no two will ever be alike. Stone might be missing, uneven, barren or even nonexistent… Yet we call ourselves above this and yet we stand just with the soiled thoughts we think that we walked away from. How far have we truly gone?
How far away from the Serpent have we walked? Have we only buried it in front of us and call it far enough away? Are we standing upon it’s slumbering hole and feel that it is safe to call it dead? Only when the swords of dark and light are Amalgamated can we even begin the process to slay what is beneath our own feet. As the process of coniunctio created the sword, it is now up to us to wiled it with not just Strength but Knowledge, Understanding, Illumination & Wisdom. With these one will be able to wield the Sword of Azoth to defeat anything before them. Separating what once was below and then will be no more. But to one a word of warning, to slay your beast one must learn to never drink the Blood of it’s defeat for you yourself shall become what now lays under foot.
Serpent = נָחָשׁ = 358 = “Messiach,” the Messiah, Nechesh, the Serpent that initiated Eve
How often does one stand up when all alone and take a look at their own personal Foundation of themselves? How difficult is it to see the differences in the stones within the very Core of your Foundation? Can you count your own stones? What do they look like? Can you even see them at all?
It is sometimes overwhelming when one can see all this and when trying to comprehend it, let alone explain it one sounds like a babbling, drunken fool. Making it into reality is even more so challenging. We spend so much time trying to see our own true faces that we don’t even have time or know how to look at what our very feet rest upon. If one can not see what is below their very feet and what is the most stabilizing part of ourselves within what makes us, us then how can one see the things hidden inside our own temple rooms that we keep chained and walled up?
What beasts lay slumbering within our very walls and rest upon our own Foundation and we walk around them all day, praying they do not wake it up or worse tempt it. But how can one slay what they sometimes forget they even have or worse, are blissfully unaware of its existence. It is up to our own journeys to find out how to slay our own “beasts/dragons/daemons” and to find that weapon is what a part of this all is about. We just need to see the floor first before we can find the sword.
“Slaying the Alchemical Dragon” “Only the act of or the product of coniunctio, the coming together of opposites, can slay the alchemical dragon, commonly written as the Mercurial dragon. [26] The dragon slayer Cadmus embodies the fixing properties of sulfur. [27] Both the moisture and the sulfur must be removed to stop the process represented by the dragon.”
Within each person lies a Foundation, the basis of which they are built upon. Each is unique, multifaceted and of unique shape. So then why does humanity always feel the need to conform others of uniqueness into the theology of unity of something that devolves the unity from oneself until it is all but the same as the ones around them? If you tear apart 2 temples, would not the facade look the same but yet the Foundations be unique? Would not the challenges of building upon the Kingdom of their lives shine as a gauge of how they formed their Foundation to adapt to their Kingdoms unique ways? Then why call what is the different from another the same when only the shell is the same?
Think of our lives and how we live. Each in our own ways never the same from the house next door, yet we are called “human”. We can be of one species, but all the same structurally though unique in our minds, lives and Faiths. Then how can we be of one thing when all have Foundations built upon different rocks and lands? If all was one we would not have the need for uniqueness. All paths would be as it is an originality would cease to exist, no need for individual Lessons to guide others and build further depths of thought. Just one single line of reason and ways. If one thinks of a sheppard and what his job is, think of who we are in this analogy and how simple minded one would be to follow and not think, simply obey. To protect and to guide, to love and cherish, not to constrict and hold in blindness one’s own greatness from being fulfilled. Seek not the shepherd of The Work of Man, for it will only guide you towards Man’s only goal of Power and Destruction. The Great Work seeks to never hinder, blind or lead man towards Temptations of Power and Destruction. To see the differences is to see which gives promises and which one offers nothing save for your own thoughts and freedom to see your own Temple that is built upon your own Foundations within your Kingdom.
Stand within your own Temple and listen to your Lessons from God, for one does not need a place to Worship when all around us is what God created. We stand within The Creator’s Kingdom, upon The Foundation for which was built by Them. Why would we need something Man has built to give Offerings of Holiness and Praise when we have a Temple within ourselves, built on our Foundations and within our own Kingdoms?
Mankind always is thinking about the the ever present power of the energy we call “Sin”. Though to the even most scolared, “Sin” is a term that is so broad, debated and debased that for an definitive definition of the word is truly impossible. If one can not even come to a solidified conclusion of what it is, how can we even Understand from where it came or even how to confront and defeat it? One can not defeat a foe that one has never laid eyes upon let alone know their true form….
From where does it come? Countless people could give countless answers, but one way to definitively see is to observe yourself. From where does it come in us? From where does it hide until we give it the energy to make itself bust forth from your lips and become the monster it truly is? From our most inner Hearts it resides, from our deepest and darkest regions of our primal minds it slumbers & from within our own psyche it lingers, simply watching and waiting… All three aspects of man, all three places where we as humans have not yet tread and fear to even fathom, let alone go trespassing in..
Our Primal mind, the crocodile that hides in the murky mire of our subconscious. It is the primal force that we repress and “forget” about until it rises like the “serpent” (Dragon) that it is…..
Our Emotions (Heart/Proto-mammalian) is a Universe unto itself. Many refuse to even gaze at the door to this realm, let alone acknowledge that it even exists. This “world” is of “desires of the emotions” that when left unchecked and uncontrolled filter down into the Primal Minds and this is where the “Human animal” become a “Monster”.
Our psyche (Neo-Mammalian) is the governing factor of our upper Intelligence, comprehension and Knowledge. This is where our Ego calls home. When balanced, the Ego does not exist, it is undeveloped and has no energies to feed upon. When given “food”, it will grow beyond what as we even can image in this day and age. We are on the cusp of seeing how far down the rabbit hole can go when this is left unchecked and it connects with all the rest of the lower mentalities. This is where the “Monster” becomes “The Devil”. The mixing of beast and man with all the power of their Ego to feed from.This is the “fall of man” from the grace of being “Human” to being :The Devil"
So when looking at the world around you, it is not “Sin” we should worry about when walking through our days trying to Become what we are working for, it is the “Temptation” from others “Sins” that leads our minds and energies astray. We fall for others “Sacrifices of Sin” thinking they are “Offering of Holiness” but as we know, if a offering is not given out of Love, Honor and Respect towers God it is seen as an Sacrifice of Sin (Not given out of Love, Honor and Respect ) so there is ego attached. This is why we should never leave and offering towards God unless it is out of pure freedom of choice, not out of “having to”. If one can not give of physical, then one can give what they always have, energy, words and even love. Physical is merely optional. As it is said sometime, the Poor offer the greatest gifts for they know that to sacrifice is to give beyond means, but an offering of Pure Love has no price attached.
Maybe it is time to start looking at not the quantity of our offerings to others, but the quality of it to others and to God. I’d rather have a single true hug from a beggar than be given 1,000 gold coins from someone who is full of Ego and Empty of Self.
“This little light of mine, I’m gonna let it shine….”
Matthew 5 Complete Jewish Bible (CJB)
14 “You are light for the world. A town built on a hill cannot be hidden. 15 Likewise, when people light a lamp, they don’t cover it with a bowl but put it on a lampstand, so that it shines for everyone in the house. 16 In the same way, let your light shine before people, so that they may see the good things you do and praise your Father in heaven.
Luke 11:33 Complete Jewish Bible (CJB)
33 “No one who has kindled a lamp hides it or places it under a bowl; rather, he puts it on a stand, so that those coming in may see its light.“
One never sees the light of their own candle until they are within the blackened Temple Room of Tav. Man’s eyes are ever so blinded by their very Ego that to see how brightly or how dim their own candlelight is, seems almost irrelevant to their mundane lives. When your Ego becomes your wall of blindness to all that is around you, you will never see the good you can /are doing because of your own Egotistical creation.
Is it enough to simply know how bright or how dim? No. Is it necessary to uncover how small or engulfing your flame is? No, but to know there is a glimmer is better then having nothing at all. In each and every day, we never truly know how many other candles we ignite by just being ourselves in the world we live in. How many more could we spark if we only knew what good we are doing by simply being ourselves? Is it all about spreading the Power and Light of God to every person that we come across in our waking days? No, it is our very actions that spark others candles not our words. Our words may help fuel their own candles but it is our own day to day actions of Faith, Love, Honor and Respect that will ignite more flames than any facy catchphrase will ever do. For The Light of Gad is Limitless and so is The Divine Energy for which emanates from our Creator. With the great glow of endless light we can ignite unlimited candle within all around us, by being ourselves as God has always wanted.
Matthew 7 Complete Jewish Bible (CJB)
6 “Don’t give to dogs what is holy, and don’t throw your pearls to the pigs. If you do, they may trample them under their feet, then turn and attack you.”
Simply be as you always are, never be one to toss your flame unless you wish to find yourself being set ablaze by another’s wrath and hate.
We are taught in so many ways that to sacrifice is of what God requires of us in our daily life. We are taught that within the Bible it was required to give penance to God for when we sinned and the sacrifice was our way of forgiveness. Over time, it became something more than what it once was. Man’s perverting take on what was a metaphor for an offering of Love, Honor and Respect became a symbol of escaping our own errors and shortcomings. A quick way to relieve ourselves of our “Guilt” and place the sacrifice as the symbol of us so God doesn’t smite us down for being in Sin. How blind we have become to no longer be able to differentiate the Holy Offerings to God, from a Sacrifice of Man’s ego to soothe our guilty minds and hearts.
Man must learn to truly see the difference between the Holy Offering to God and The Sacrifice of Man to God. For once seen it can never be undone and one will never forget that what you have been doing is casting false offerings to God to ask for his forgiveness, not once giving a Holy Offering out of Love Honor and Respect. To become a Seer to Gods Offerings, one must now walk the rest of His/Her days in knowing that everything done must be this way and again forgetting that once before their work was only Mans, now it is God’s. Learn and grow with your Knowledge and always see with thine eye (Third) the Truth and Knowledge of what is Divine and what is of Man.
How heavy is thy head as it bears the Crown of Responsibility? How much burdon is within that Crown when responsibility is not just physical but, emotional, spiritual and metaphysical? The burden of temptation with such power is the truest test of a Ruler when one must stand before their own temptresses and be able to walk past with acknowledgement but not waver in their stride. We can not see as clearly within The Work of Man that temptation is clearly as string of control over us. The stubbornness of the sacrificial ox is the same as the strength of temptation that is flaunted before us daily, by moment & within us forever. Hence another Sin offering/sacrifice. “Man’s nature is to succumb to the temptations of the material world, to give in to the lure of immediate gratification at the expense of long-term fulfillment. The wisdom and strength to place our trust in the spiritual laws of life and relinquish control to the Creator are granted to our soul. This portion allows the radiance of the Creator to enlighten and direct us along the darkened corridors of life.” -Zohar As one looks for answers of why such things are simply follow the Path that God lays before us in the very words left for us… Temptation = פיתוי = 504 = Ox We must learn to see that these strings are merely test that we are given to overcome and ascend from. If we can see them before us we can begin to learn of what they are and learn and grow from them. It is our responsibilities to no longer cast offerings of Sin to God to ask for forgiveness for what we have done and time to cut the strings and take the responsibilities of our own errors and faults before we die and never once accept our faults. How many sacrifices have you tossed at God in order for you to feel better? How high is the wall of carcass before you and God?
Of what do you see as a sacrifice within your life at this very moment? Can you describe why it is a sacrifice to you and why it is that way? Do you have Knowledge of what a true sacrifice to God is? Does one truly need the blood and flesh of a young Ram to offer to God as a sacrifice for a deed done or are we missing what this very action is meant to represent? Maybe it is time to look into the Work of Man to see that The Great Work requires only a sacrifice of something else that this Ram instills in our Spiritual Path and lives. What does it show itself to you as? Why is the power in it so needed that you must relinquish it out of free will in order for it to become the powerful Lesson that it is in not only your Mind but in your very Heart as well?
And here we stand at the very point of seeing that what is required of us is only that simple.
sac·ri·fice ˈsakrəˌfīs/Submit noun 1. an act of slaughtering an animal or person or surrendering a possession as an offering to God or to a divine or supernatural figure. “they offer sacrifices to the spirits” synonyms: ritual slaughter, offering, oblation, immolation “the sacrifice of animals” an animal, person, or object offered in a sacrifice. synonyms: (votive) offering, burnt offering, gift, oblation “the calf was a sacrifice” an act of giving up something valued for the sake of something else regarded as more important or worthy. “we must all be prepared to make sacrifices” synonyms: surrender, giving up, abandonment, renunciation, forfeiture, relinquishment, resignation, abdication “joining a federation may result in the sacrifice of sovereignty” verb 1. offer or kill as a religious sacrifice. “the goat was sacrificed at the shrine” synonyms: offer up, immolate, slaughter “two goats were sacrificed” give up (something important or valued) for the sake of other considerations. “working hard doesn’t mean sacrificing your social life” synonyms: give up, abandon, surrender, forgo, renounce, forfeit, relinquish, resign, abdicate; betray “he sacrificed his principles”
Where in this mess of words does it say anything of giving up freely by your own heart? We are taught by The Work of Man that a sacrifice is about surrendering under non free will. To relinquish under protest and duress. And yet in the same sense an offering to God as in what? A Goat/Ram….. Why then for a Sin Offering? Think of not the goat as an animal but what it’s symbolism is, Let us remember the Astrological Sign of Aries and see what both positive and negative traits come to pass and see why the ram (אַיִל) is seen as a sacrifice worthy of God, but is sadly the embellishment of the Work of Man to escape punishment for His/Her Ego (Scapegoat). Maybe it is now time to see how often we use a scapegoat for our own Ego’s and it is time to infact not relinquish with a heavy heart and prideful mind, but out of Love, Honor and Respect so we can move forwards within ourselves and remove this roadblock to God so we no longer need a “scapegoat” and finally be the אַיִל Ram of God without the animal Ego we have trapped within us still.
Of what do you see as a sacrifice within your life at this very moment? Can you describe why it is a sacrifice to you and why it is that way? Do you have Knowledge of what a true sacrifice to God is? Does one truly need the blood and flesh of a young Ram to offer to God as a sacrifice for a deed done or are we missing what this very action is meant to represent? Maybe it is time to look into the Work of Man to see that The Great Work requires only a sacrifice of something else that this Ram instills in our Spiritual Path and lives. What does it show itself to you as? Why is the power in it so needed that you must relinquish it out of free will in order for it to become the powerful Lesson that it is in not only your Mind but in your very Heart as well?
And here we stand at the very point of seeing that what is required of us is only that simple.
sac·ri·fice ˈsakrəˌfīs/Submit noun 1. an act of slaughtering an animal or person or surrendering a possession as an offering to God or to a divine or supernatural figure. “they offer sacrifices to the spirits” synonyms: ritual slaughter, offering, oblation, immolation “the sacrifice of animals” an animal, person, or object offered in a sacrifice. synonyms: (votive) offering, burnt offering, gift, oblation “the calf was a sacrifice” an act of giving up something valued for the sake of something else regarded as more important or worthy. “we must all be prepared to make sacrifices” synonyms: surrender, giving up, abandonment, renunciation, forfeiture, relinquishment, resignation, abdication “joining a federation may result in the sacrifice of sovereignty” verb 1. offer or kill as a religious sacrifice. “the goat was sacrificed at the shrine” synonyms: offer up, immolate, slaughter “two goats were sacrificed” give up (something important or valued) for the sake of other considerations. “working hard doesn’t mean sacrificing your social life” synonyms: give up, abandon, surrender, forgo, renounce, forfeit, relinquish, resign, abdicate; betray “he sacrificed his principles”
Where in this mess of words does it say anything of giving up freely by your own heart? We are taught by The Work of Man that a sacrifice is about surrendering under non free will. To relinquish under protest and duress. And yet in the same sense an offering to God as in what? A Goat/Ram….. Why then for a Sin Offering? Think of not the goat as an animal but what it’s symbolism is, Let us remember the Astrological Sign of Aries and see what both positive and negative traits come to pass and see why the ram (אַיִל) is seen as a sacrifice worthy of God, but is sadly the embellishment of the Work of Man to escape punishment for His/Her Ego (Scapegoat). Maybe it is now time to see how often we use a scapegoat for our own Ego’s and it is time to infact not relinquish with a heavy heart and prideful mind, but out of Love, Honor and Respect so we can move forwards within ourselves and remove this roadblock to God so we no longer need a “scapegoat” and finally be the אַיִל Ram of God without the animal Ego we have trapped within us still.
How often do we look through the fog of our current life and realize we are not the ones in control of our own situation? Or have you not reached that point yet? Some never will, some fall apart when they realize that all along within their bubble of reality they have always thought they were the masters of their universe, when the cold hard fact is they are merely marionettes to others whims and string pullings. How strong are you to pull on your own strings to see how easily it is to take control of your own reigns? Do you even see the strings at all? Most don’t or refuse to, which is their choice. Free will is a double edge sword but until you cut the strings of The Work of Man, you are never truly free.
When the time comes to sever the strings of control how will you stand? How strong are you truly to stand and be your own ruler in your own Kingdom, standing on your own Foundation? This is a question that instills fear into all mankind. The question of self realization of how worthy are they to stand on their own 2 feet without the support of another above them? How many will crumble to the floor like a toy? How many will fight tooth and nail to stand? How many will stand like they never left eh strings at all? Where do you fit in this? To be the Emperor of your Kingdom, you must see both the strings and the ramifications of becoming Sovereign. The Strength to do so comes from your Faith. Only Faith can hold you up when you are unsure of even being able to stand up. Belief is merely a crutch and is not strong enough to withstand The Work of Mnas eroding tactics. Faith will be your Foundation for which you will stand upon to cut the strings. But to find the Sword to do so requires another path to be learned and Understood. Test your legs upon your Foundation, then learn to find your own Sword so you can sever what binds you to your puppeteer(s). See from where you stand so you know where to aim when you swing.
Why is it so difficult to find a woman I can pick up, toss on the bed, have rough kinky sex with and also follow what I do spiritually? Is this too much to ask for this small minded, redneck area??? Am I asking too much for this place? Sigh.. sorry rant over…
